*sigh*

I feel so raw inside tonight. Though I should be a pro at this, navy brat that I am, I hate goodbyes. And just because you say goodbye doesn't mean you stop loving. I wish I could forget the cruel words said to me. I wish I could blot it away like I've done so many times. But all I can do is sit here with the memories and the feelings and absorb every one. It sucks. I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling like I could shatter at any second.