Tuesday, June 05, 2007

The new job is going fine. My body is definitely thanking me for putting less stress on it. The people seem great, so far. I've made a few mistakes, which is always fairly mortifying for me, but nothing that has effected the costumers, so I guess that's the important part. I have a hard time not beating myself up over mistakes and reliving them over and over, though.*sigh*

It's been a bit of an adjustment getting used to being around people more. When I was grooming, for the most part, I was alone in my little room. If I got overwhelmed with the drama going on with the staff, I could retreat to my space. I've definitely had moments of feeling over stimulated at this new job. But I also have really enjoyed meeting new people and being in a new environment.

Other than that, not much new going on. I have decided to give up caffeine again. I've been drinking decaf coffee. I've tried this before and I never feel any different, other than I don't get the lift in mood I do with regular coffee, but I've been thinking lately, especially with the anxiety I've experienced changing jobs, that caffeine surely can't be helping matters. Besides, I do want to someday be completely chemical free.

Yeah, so we'll see.

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