Well, the time has come. Today I am hustling to get everything done, and tomorrow we embark on our move to Montana. My emotions have been all over the place the last few days. I've been excited, scared, sad, overwhelmed- sometimes all of these at once. It feels like I'm saying goodbye to an era of my life, and in a way,I am. So much has happened here, both good and bad, and I've relived all of it these last couple of weeks. Overall, I am just really happy to leave it all behind and start new. But I've shed some tears over it, too. The other day I was driving to my cousins house to say goodbye, and a song came on the radio that I remember listening to at the Christian school I went to. This reminded me of my classmate who was murdered, and I definitely shed some tears over that. I'm hyper-emotional right now, which is strange for me, as I'm used to being more in my head. But I think it's good. To release the past, you really have to be aware of what it is you are releasing.
Anyway, after tomorrow, I am unsure as to when I will have internet again. I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm O.K, and hopefully next time I post, I will be settled in my new home in Montana.
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